I was not even sleeping that much. I am busy with real life. It feels so stressful and yet right now I feel the same about life online. I am happy and feel that the times are changing for the better. Things are rocky right now but they will look up.
I am going to be a dad without the step. Nikki is 8 weeks pregnant and on monday 27th of August we go to the doctor.
The problem now is money but then it always has been the problem hasn`t it?
I watched When the Levees Broke finally and it was truly an amazing documentary. Great music, strong yet not intrusive direction, powerful and moving stories from many different people and of course devastating imagery. Spike Lee is truly one of the best film makers around.
We got a fish who is a siamese fighting fish and I feel bad he lives alone in a small bowl despite what they say.
Well now I am off to bed. off to sleep with my lovely wife.
I don`t know if anybody else heard this but i seem to remember somebody saying that Cho had a high IQ. I know serial killers are often said to be highly intelligent. Anyway i just found this article of interest.
It states:
[quote]A preset group of our people (from the intelligence community) canvasses the county hospitals and immigration centers in order to find viable candidates. We locate and select people who have no close family or friends. Once they have been selected, they are put under heavy, Level One hypnosis. At this time a clear and definitive pattern of their usefulness is determined by our psychiatrists and field officers. If the candidate possesses a relatively high IQ, he will be filed in a category file, called "call file. "[/quote] by Gunther Russbacher taken from
govsux (yes i know the name probably discredits the site in a lot of peoples minds)
Of course Cho fits that description perfectly from what i know of him. Of course you might ask what kind of source Gunther Russbacher is? Well i then found an article which said he was in prison. He is charged with impersonating a military officer. So does he lose his validity? Maybe but then again check this out.
[quote]Federal authorities arrested him in July 1990 for impersonating a military officer at Castle Air Force Base in Atwater, Calif. The charge led to Russbacher's probation revocation in St. Charles Co., where he had a 1989 conviction for stealing through deceit. Russbacher pled guilty in that case to defrauding clients of the St. Louis-based National Brokerage Companies, which he headed. He received a 21 year sentence. In both of these instances, Russbacher now claims he was carrying out covert duties for the United States government.
By his own account, he is a CIA operative with knowlege of the agency's involvement in financial fraud, drug trafficking, and illicit arms trading. Russbacher established National Brokerage and other proprietary companies, including a failed savings and loan in Pennsylvania, at the behest of the CIA, he alleges. He further charges that his military and criminal records-- ostensibly altered to infiltrate terrorists and narcotic rings -- are now being used against him.[/quote]
taken from
rumormillnews
So the government would have good reason to want to discredit him. I know in situations like this you have to believe one person or the other and most people would perhaps side with the state but when you have memories of the state telling lies on such a grand scale you tend to listen to the guy in prison over the guys who should be in prison.
The first article i listed is very interesting if we assume it to be true (and why not since it makes sense knowing what we know about mind control).
The article goes on to say
[quote]If the tested applicant has more than 120 IQ, a "recall" command and an accompanying "trigger" word will be written into his personality during the Level One hypnosis session. This "trigger" will activate his recall program when we are ready for him. We then systematically do a background search and create a file for future reference.[/quote]
[quote]If the subject was not given a "trigger" word, the "handler" will use a quick and powerful form of hypnosis similar to Neural Linguistic Programming. The subject will be told when and where to report. The subject will have no memory of being given these instructions, he will just report on time to the proper location. IF the subject was given a "trigger" word or symbol. He will report to the designated location upon activation of the "trigger".[/quote]
So it sounds plausible based on this report that Cho could have been under mind control during the shootings at Virginia Tech. Perhaps the Chinese man that was reported originally as the shooter was in fact his "handler".
I decided to find more details about Cho. There are hints that he was autistic.
[quote]Cho´s great aunt, who lives in South Korea, said Thursday that because he did not speak much as a child and after the family emigrated to the United States, doctors thought he may be autistic.
"Normally sons and mothers talk. There was none of that for them. He was very cold," Kim Yang-soon said in an interview with AP Television News. "When they went to the United States, they told them it was autism."[/quote]
By MATT APUZZO and SHARON COHEN Associated Press Writers
I have not as yet found anything to say he he had an above average IQ but i am still looking for details about that.
One thing i noticed when NBC aired the video(part of the video anyway) was the glazed look he had in his eyes. Was he under hypnosis at the time?
I often feel unable to blog. Blogging can be so tough for me sometimes. My mind is in a million places at the best of times and right now focus is not forthcoming.
I will try and focus and spend some time on something real soon but until then i will tell you that there will be a change soon. I want 2008 to be a great year for me and my family.
Right now i am jut busy with life. Enjoying it as best i can. Loving my family and wishing i could earn more moolahh.
Tell me what you know about the Jesuits. I am interested in this group even though i have been bullied into this interest. I find the claims that have been made to be rather stretched.
So without me saying anymore please let me know your thoughts and feelings and what you know or don`t know.
Last night was fantastic. Nikki(my wife), Chelsea(my sister in law and her sister) and myself all went to see Hot Fuzz at The Plaza Theatre in Atlanta. Following the movie the two main stars Simon Pegg and Nick frost and the director Edgar Wright were there answering questions.
I was very excited about simply seeing the film so to be seeing the talent behind the film and behind my favourite t.v. show and one of my favourite movies. Getting there took some work though. We drove all the way up to Atlanta on Monday and they had sold their quota of tickets. Luckily they said they were getting some more on Tuesday, so we drove up again on Tuesday and got there early. We waited ages and then eventually got tickets.
So then Wednesday came around and we were there as early as we could make it. There was already quite a line outside. We wanted to get decent seats. Luckily our seats were not too bad. The worse part was that they would not let us take in cameras. I think i could have smuggled one in but didn`t risk it. So the only camera we had was my wife`s camera phone which it turns out i am not very good with as none of the pictures came out very well at all.
On the plus side the movie was excellent and the Q and A was great fun. After the show we got our ticket things signed and we met the guys. It was a really special night. I felt sorry for them travelling and not seeing much of places. They noticed my English accent and asked where i was from. Nick liked Nikki`s tattoo`s and I jokingly asked Edgar how he was liking Hotlanta. I kind of felt like a lame fan boy but i guess that is what i am.
It was a blast and i loved it.
There was a time recently that i felt as if september the 11th had been done to death in my mind. I was convinced of the fact (and I still am) that 9/11 was an inside job as it were. An act of terrorism carried out to create false enemies and to take liberties whilst increasing power. The problem was that the knowledge i had did not set me free and the crime scene was getting older by the second. It has almost reached the point where it will be seen as a revelation about ancient history.
My view was that the details were not important. The events took place and the official story made no sense. Was there any real point in arguing the details? What would it achieve apart from muddy waters. To a degree that is true but on the other hand you can never know too much about a subject. It is my view that you can never listen to too many theories or views etc.
So with this new enthusiasm for investigating a subject that has been done to death (at least by myself) i decided to get back in the game. I decided that 9/11 could be the event to wake up more people as the JFK assassination did with me some years before the WTC attacks. So i decided to buy The Terror conspiracy by Jim Marrs. I had not purchased it because it has a sense of preaching to the choir. I have spent a lot of hours researching (from my chair) and debating the crucial points of september 11th and so i have heard many theories and explanations.
I am no scientist and no pilot and there are other areas i am no expert in so i of course have to rely on other people`s research and their credentials. Of course the argument can be returned to common sense and at the core are basic reasons for not buying the official story. Simple things like the lack of a real investigation. An investigation that looked so much like a cover up that it had to be concealing something.
So i bought that book and today i returned to a 9/11 group on myspace and chewed the jet fuel singed cud. It is good to be back, i just hope there are still people listening.
Not that anybody cares but my lack of net blogging lately has been more to do with a general lack of time and energy rather than a lack of blog material/rantings.
Work has been rather tiring. Lots of partying of sorts(sounds wrong to call my brand of fun partying when it seems way too tame to carry such a tag). Just generally busy enjoying life and getting things together. The net seems rather dull of late too and what there is there just doesn`t seem as important or at least not important enough to invest the time that it would require.
Anyway lots to talk about but not much i can really say. Life is kind of crazy and throws what those(or us now) American people(no i am not American but i am a resident) call curve balls. The world is nuts too so when my life is a little crazy i guess it makes it extra tough. Fortunately i am still very happily in love with my wife and so in that respect things are great. My career as an apprentice painter is going o.k. but we shall see what happens when the current job ends, which it does soon.
What a day today has been. Just feels like we are on a treadmill whilst having rocks thrown at us. Whenever we start to get our finances sorted then things start to go wrong. Things will crop up like a flat tire or the gas is cut off and we find out that we have gas heating. ha funny really, in a messed up way.
So yeah we are doing well but still facing the hurdles. I have not blogged much since we got ourselves back online. I have been busy working and going to school. I am an apprentice painter right now. See how that goes and hopefully make some good wages.
So yeah tonight it is cold here as our gas was shut off. We need to sort that out but for tonight we have extra covers and a fire downstairs.
I will try and blog more if anybody is reading this and cares.
In a side note the number 23 is special to me and mrs corona-baster. The movie "the number 23" is very eagerly awaited by us too. I have yet to finish reading the illuminatus trilogy but i will one day i am just a slack reader. Hopefully he has more answers now.

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